Every now and then I think I make excuses for myself. I tell myself I don't have time to do something until I feel ok enough that don't bother trying. It's a character flaw, one that I'm reminded of when I look at www.cookinwithdave.tv site I tell myself I don't have time to film the show but the truth is I'm not making time. When talking to people I often say that you make time for things you want to do. If you really really want it you make time to get it. I need to follow my own advice.
It's not just about the show though. I also don't make time to do other things in my life, I really need to prioritize better. Or maybe I need to make less excuses and work harder. Spend less time BSing and get back on my grind. I often think buying my house made me lazy. I felt successful, I didn't have anything more too prove. I got comfortable. I was content. It's not until I feel broke that I start working hard. In my head I know I should work hard everyday because in reality I haven't accomplished much. I know I was put here to do so much more. I just can't get my body to listen.
So in my constant growth as a person I tell myself to explore different things I enjoy. I realize that I'ma have to stop making excuses and just get things done. Life don't wait and I've spent enough time sleeping and lounging in my chair watching the food channel.