This has nothing to do with me turning 30 in a couple days... nope this is about me dropping 30 pounds. This morning I weighted in at 245.... I've managed to maintain this weight loss even as I got slack on working out and eating right. I'm impressed with myself, honestly what started as me forcing myself to do something has become a lifestyle. I started to like the water and when I drink soda of juice I can feel the difference. It's not a good difference either. When I used to love fries now they make me sick, my body is rejecting the BS. I don't even eat half the stuff I bake, I taste it then give it away. Although my sweet tooth had a rebirth last week I'm over it.
I have a picture of me with Elvis in vegas 3 years ago, I was huge, I had to be close to 285lbs (I wish I could find it to post but it must be at home) I keep it on display just as s reminder, that plus all the 4x shirts in my closet. I amazed I got so lazy and out of control that I figured buying bigger clothes was easier then losing weight. Making your own shirts doesn't help either, it's not a big deal to go up a size when your making something custom. Now i'm more then happy to have my clothes be baggy. My energy level was crap, 30 pounds is alot to carry around. I didn't really notice till it was gone. I mean I was sooo lazy. unbelievably lazy, I remember having sex and afterwards feeling like my heart was going to bust out my chest. I really thought I was going to die... lol it's funny and serious at the same time. I was too young for that shyt... It was definitely a problem, I owed myself more...
Next week I'm back to the grind, I'm trying to drop another 20 by feb, then I'll treat myself to a new wardrobe.
Anyway this thanksgiving I'm thankful for my re-discovered insight into my life and purpose. Were going to leave that lazy bastard I used to be in the past.
Quote of the day: "Being enlightened is no longer enough, you must apply. Being willing is no longer acceptable, you must do." - Royce Da 5'9